Novena

It has been years since i was started attending novena. I can claim that i was the only guy and the rest were women. It is not suprising that men are not interested to attend. However, its purpose and meaning is beyond those fact. We are obligued to give amount for the beautification of our chapel. Years have passed and nothing has changed or happened in our chapel, so, where the money goes? They said, "Nothing is bad for the sake of chapel". Is it for the sake of chapel or for the satisfaction of their stomach? God, forgive me for this, but, i'm not the only one who knew about it.